What i learned from yesterday reception, never go alone to the wedding. Feeling sad when u see almost all your friends with their partners.. or always talked about wedding, husband all the time.
What a lie face i showed to them that i have a happy life but in fact i don't. Why deep inside my heart i really wanna get married. I don't understand.. but before that, i must found my life partner.. but who??
With a romantic songs make me heart broken.. suddenly remembering my past stories that i hated most.
Why i need to face this alone.. the truth is.. i' m so jealous.. me 25 but still don' t have a boyfriend. I'm so tired with all of these..
If i were a man...
