Dilemma~

Today is a day of history. Good news and bad news..

Good news
I've been selected by general manager to be in charge with company's branding project..
plus.. my head of department offer me to be transferred into family reporting team.
another good news is I've been told that my salary will be adjusted.

with these, my bad news is... this makes me hard to tender!!!!

It's true that in future maybe i wanna be a part with financial analyst.
i also wanna do reporting because i started feeling tired in getting bosses signature everyday.
i dont wanna be a treasurer because i hate in getting the bank confirmation for audit!

if i agree transfer to reporting team, i will be so mean if i resign after 2 months transferred.
is it when i do reporting, i need to stay another a year?
I'm so clueless right now.
if N was here, i will don't be like this. after office hour, i will directly drive to Seksyen 4 and have his point of view.

just miss you, N. a guy who always support me whatever i do.

"Life is like a stairs. to reach to the end, need a strength and passion to achieve. just a reminder to me that not easy to be on top."

Just figure out from a mess

yeah..i'm still single. even though i said i dont need him but in fact every night i cried because of him. i tried to cheer up myself back to normal. planning my future. what i realised since i come back from Seoul is that now i know what i wanna do in my life. Man? Married? My future that only Allah knows. so to keep me busying without thinking about a "MAN" and away from my family's question "bila lagi nak kawin...", i will keep on studying.

my last paper this coming exam..P5.. i will struggle to pass it.. then, i will contact back my mentor to continue doing OBU degree.. doing research is a something to forget about LOVE. once i finish my ACCA, i will searching for doing master in forensic account. along that, i will searching new job which i want to be specialised in investment. yeah...my JD is as treasurer and investment.

there was a reason on why Sime Darby rejecting me. Allah wants to show me that investment is a job that i wanted to do. Thank you Allah for opening my eyes and lead my way. It's ok my salary paid not as high as my friends. But, because him break up with me, working in HLMT, being a backpacker went to Seoul... really teach me to be matured.

"MARAH..?" no more. "STRESS..?" also no more. Why? I learned to be matured. "EXAM..?" just i cried once yesterday because i'm so jealous that i still stuck with P5.. haha.. never mind.. my rezeki not coming yet..

but here.. my photos in Seoul and Busan. Falling in love with Korea.

At Namsan Tower.. christmas tree with full of chain love. I dont have any love..so..just take picture of it.

with friends waiting for dinner. me the oldest! but look young.. wahahaha

wah!!! ready to get into bullet train to Busan! 268km/h.. really fast but dont feel it.. very comfortable than Airasia..

Busan city.. more traditional and warmer than in Seoul.. people are more friendly. they said we're pretty like a doll! LOL

Gamcheon village.. many stairs up and down.. how can "running man" can run there.. -_-"

near Seoul station..

at Gangnam... shopping branded heaven.. me? only window shopping..

sign board on the floor.. on the way to Hanok Culture Village..

me here at Gyeongbokgung palace! why me looks so small.. wohaa!

Nami Island!! Winter sonata place.. this is a place that i wanna throw away my love.. go away.. shoo..shoo..

just ride a bicycle alone.. no couple.

not winter la.. autumn in my heart.. "my memories...~ "

in hello kitty cafe.. full of pink makes me sick and wanna vomit.. hahaha

many pictures taken.. its hard to make a cut.. hahaha
my love..my soul.. already gone..
here i'm back with reality without believing in love.. and without believing that there will be a man who really in love with me..
my wish to get married on 25 just need to be forget.

Love is everything.. the happiest thing..the sad thing.. and the most hurting thing. Still single but people don't believe it. haha.. believe it or not..

I'm not a girl..not yet a woman..
I'm a girl in a big world..

Dangerous being 25 without a boyfriend.. i hate that number.. what to do.. life must go on..
Just stick to your plan Siti... Redha.. Sabar..