Love. Life. Live

just now i attend farewell party specially made to Peggy. i'm so depressed okay because suddenly sore throat hit me. so, i ate less.. hmm

i thought my sickness was gone as i'm so stubborn not to see the doctor. 1 week everyday i will vomit after had my meal, 1 week i got fever and 3 days my voice gone. i really need him..almost 10 months.. i still loving him from far...

Now time for food explorer!!

Dave Deli restaurant
what i like about this restaurant.. their own signature is their gravy served. makes me addicted!

i ordered sheppard pie, mushed potato together with garden salad. total cost is RM 19.10. what i love to eat everytime i go there.

this is chicken parmigiana. so full of cheese. love it!

 this is hainanese chicken. just like home cook. worth it!








 yesterday i went to Tappers restaurant at bangsar south. me and my friend ordered hainanese chicken and chicken parmigiana.. just wanna compare thier foods with Dave Deli.

this is hainanese chicken.. the sauce they made not sour at all. the chicken too oily and too much egg.

this is chicken parmigiana. cheese on top was little compare to dave deli. how can pay more than RM10 but this they served to us. not value for money. sorry... i can only give 2 stars.. because not worth it at all.














these restaurants have almost similar price but what can i say that from the pictures itself we could figure out which one have better service in terms of quality of food serving. 

today i ate at Italiannies restaurant. we ordered as per picture. what can i say that their foods were good but expensive. lucky i am that i share with other 7 friends. so..total cost per person is RM34. we ordered carbonara, lasagna and chicken milanese..

with them.. dear Peggy.. we will miss you.. good luck for your future..








"Can't stop loving you.. can't stop missing you.. to the one i love most.. Honey Bee"

the beauty of Nami Island

i'm so excited to visit Nami Island. the creativity of Korean people make it as attraction to tourism and the punctuality of shipping time impress me as i hate waiting.

this is entrance gate of Nami Island.

Korea really welcoming Malaysian tourists. see the board! me took this picture just because of that "Selamat Datang".

they provide us map. for me it just to show the shape of the island. hah! i think differently. what to do. i usually like to use right brain side.

i never thought that thing can be use as deco. Bicycle's rim..

the beauty of autumn. see the trees with 3 colors; red, yellow and green.
in my mind, kuasa Allah tiada tandingannya. SubhanaAllah.

along that bridge, they use bottles as deco. this makes me think the importance of recycling item.

the place that Winter Sonata scene of their first kiss.

now i know its not a snow. just a cement! LOL

i wonder when comes to winter time how this house looks like?

 zomba zombi.. i like that thing because cannot be found in Malaysia. so creative!

this is where many restaurant located. with prayer room provided, so there was no problem to perform the solah!

the tower of books. can imagine how many books they used to build this?

first time i see this.

old tradition.

me selfie. see the leaves. just like my dream comes true.

took this picture just because of the balloons!

cycling around the island. meet korean people that were so friendly and always said that Malaysian people pretty like a doll. *Blushing!

me same colour with the trees make the insects confused. I've been attacked by those! new experience and little bit nightmare.

just for a memory of Nami.

it's time to go back to Seoul. me falling in love with Nami. :)

new hobby

recently i found a new hobby instead of play badminton with my colleagues. i like to explore foods and taking pictures of it.

i love korean foods. in Sindang-dong, this shop served halal food. the one of tradition korean food which is tteokbokki. its a mix of kimchi maggie with rice cake. i like it!

this is honey bread with whipped cream at cafe bene. its look like too sweet but not actually! with a little cinnamon, the taste much better.

this is banana milk which can be found in any supermarket in korea. starting from 1st day in korea until 10th, i cannot stop drink of it.its only 2,600won..

1st time i eat bibimbap. halal restaurant that can be found at myeong-dong.

it taste like a potato.fadzeelah can only eat this as she don't like hot food.

a lunch box at nami island. it mix with kimchi and egg. need to shake first before eat.
love the experience!

i cannot stop drink of this - lemonade!
with a cold weather but i still order it.
Angel in us cafe can be found at every city in seoul and busan.

seafood in busan the most expensive i have spend for food. total cost for lunch only is about RM300 per person but we only take a crab, a squid and fish. i've already be prepared for the cost.

 its a red bean pancake. ate it in a cold weather feels so warmth. i miss the weather.

korean food full of creativity. i don't buy it but took picture of it.

 it's just a pisang goreng at serai restaurant. they serve with vanila ice cream and syrup gula melaka. mahal wo! because i think that it's just a pisang goreng! not worth it but my boss order it. so it's not my money.. :)

the most fav red velvet cake i've ever tasted. it's from Upstairs nearby Sime Darby Medical Centre. dating with fadzeelah! :)

to be my trademark - " more weekends to come more foods to be explored.."

to have a better life is difficult

my life change now. such a liar if i say that i totally forget about him and say no to kedah but he is already a part of my life. it is true that it is hard for me to stand alone. i'm such like a baby learning to be independent. since i broke up with him, i still single until now. i had close my heart to the other guy. just everyday i pray he will come back to me but.. i know it is likely.
Fadzeelah always cheer me up by doing something. its like almost every week i will date with her at starbucks. i really addicted with starbucks' greentea frab with choc chips. now i spend more on books and keep on searching cheap ticket flight for holiday.

i am very happy when i had dream of him. he ask me about my life while holding my hand. it is like real! but then i didn't see him in my dream anymore. "you always in my mind and i keep on thinking of you everyday actually.." another 7days his birthday coming. deep inside my heart i believe that he had stop loving me.
what should i do now..
question in my mind in every single day.

Activities done and to be done:-

JANUARY 2014 - Trip to Melaka..twice! 1st with azie and nyssa. 2nd time with finance team.
FEBRUARY 2014 - Date with Eiyra. i purposely take AL because of her.
MARCH 2014 - 14 until 17 trip to Perhentian with badminton's geng. then, on 22nd trip to Johor because my brother getting engage.. Finally!
APRIL 2014 - Trip to Lombok with family.
MAY 2014 - Trip to Penang and Kedah with Fadzeelah and Nana.

with yani and azie. many places we went..bukit damansara- wedding.. the curve and ikea..
the next weekend- we- azie and nyssa decided to go to Melaka for fun. at that time azie introduce to us her future husband.

i join badminton club to have fun. i cannot stop thinking of him. i played because he use to play badminton with his friends. i wear sport shoes that he gift to me. i wear that shirt because he choose that colour. everything i do makes me thinking about him. how i love it!
me with nana and fadzeelah. friends that i always say to me.. "Rahmah..jgnlah nyanyi lagu Galau dh...xde hancurnya hati kau tu.." the song i sang everyday in office.

my weight become lesser. from 53 to 49. everytime i try to eat a lot i will throw it back.i lost my appetite. my gastric become worst. my body become thinner. what should i do.. T_T
more weekends to be explored with them. i smile and laugh just to hide my true feeling. i am happy with them but when being alone in the room, i will definitely cry every single night. only fadzeelah could see my eye bag every morning. cannot hide it from her..

"Missing my true love very much and always pray for his safety as he always in my heart.. "

Dilemma~

Today is a day of history. Good news and bad news..

Good news
I've been selected by general manager to be in charge with company's branding project..
plus.. my head of department offer me to be transferred into family reporting team.
another good news is I've been told that my salary will be adjusted.

with these, my bad news is... this makes me hard to tender!!!!

It's true that in future maybe i wanna be a part with financial analyst.
i also wanna do reporting because i started feeling tired in getting bosses signature everyday.
i dont wanna be a treasurer because i hate in getting the bank confirmation for audit!

if i agree transfer to reporting team, i will be so mean if i resign after 2 months transferred.
is it when i do reporting, i need to stay another a year?
I'm so clueless right now.
if N was here, i will don't be like this. after office hour, i will directly drive to Seksyen 4 and have his point of view.

just miss you, N. a guy who always support me whatever i do.

"Life is like a stairs. to reach to the end, need a strength and passion to achieve. just a reminder to me that not easy to be on top."

Just figure out from a mess

yeah..i'm still single. even though i said i dont need him but in fact every night i cried because of him. i tried to cheer up myself back to normal. planning my future. what i realised since i come back from Seoul is that now i know what i wanna do in my life. Man? Married? My future that only Allah knows. so to keep me busying without thinking about a "MAN" and away from my family's question "bila lagi nak kawin...", i will keep on studying.

my last paper this coming exam..P5.. i will struggle to pass it.. then, i will contact back my mentor to continue doing OBU degree.. doing research is a something to forget about LOVE. once i finish my ACCA, i will searching for doing master in forensic account. along that, i will searching new job which i want to be specialised in investment. yeah...my JD is as treasurer and investment.

there was a reason on why Sime Darby rejecting me. Allah wants to show me that investment is a job that i wanted to do. Thank you Allah for opening my eyes and lead my way. It's ok my salary paid not as high as my friends. But, because him break up with me, working in HLMT, being a backpacker went to Seoul... really teach me to be matured.

"MARAH..?" no more. "STRESS..?" also no more. Why? I learned to be matured. "EXAM..?" just i cried once yesterday because i'm so jealous that i still stuck with P5.. haha.. never mind.. my rezeki not coming yet..

but here.. my photos in Seoul and Busan. Falling in love with Korea.

At Namsan Tower.. christmas tree with full of chain love. I dont have any love..so..just take picture of it.

with friends waiting for dinner. me the oldest! but look young.. wahahaha

wah!!! ready to get into bullet train to Busan! 268km/h.. really fast but dont feel it.. very comfortable than Airasia..

Busan city.. more traditional and warmer than in Seoul.. people are more friendly. they said we're pretty like a doll! LOL

Gamcheon village.. many stairs up and down.. how can "running man" can run there.. -_-"

near Seoul station..

at Gangnam... shopping branded heaven.. me? only window shopping..

sign board on the floor.. on the way to Hanok Culture Village..

me here at Gyeongbokgung palace! why me looks so small.. wohaa!

Nami Island!! Winter sonata place.. this is a place that i wanna throw away my love.. go away.. shoo..shoo..

just ride a bicycle alone.. no couple.

not winter la.. autumn in my heart.. "my memories...~ "

in hello kitty cafe.. full of pink makes me sick and wanna vomit.. hahaha

many pictures taken.. its hard to make a cut.. hahaha
my love..my soul.. already gone..
here i'm back with reality without believing in love.. and without believing that there will be a man who really in love with me..
my wish to get married on 25 just need to be forget.

Love is everything.. the happiest thing..the sad thing.. and the most hurting thing. Still single but people don't believe it. haha.. believe it or not..

I'm not a girl..not yet a woman..
I'm a girl in a big world..

Dangerous being 25 without a boyfriend.. i hate that number.. what to do.. life must go on..
Just stick to your plan Siti... Redha.. Sabar..