Friday, August 30, 2013

feeling bored

What a meaning of I.L.U?
I thought it could be i like you..but majority said it is i love you?
Really? Neway..whatever.. say no to LOVE until the day its come.

I have kept a saving for my 'wedding'.  However..as my relationship with him ended..so i use that money going to korea! What so relief!! Now i can enjoy my money and think of future later..

Yesterday was history.. tomorrow is mystery..

If a men want me..just plz accept my family. How bad they are..they still my family.

Whatever it is.. life must go on. He that really dont want me, now i can move on without him. Such a relief after seen his messages with my friend. Love is such a liar. I hate a guy with sweet words like him.

No more guy younger than me. I take back all my words before and he just not worthy to have my love back. Say no to KEDAH!!

Saturday, August 3, 2013

HiM

its quite long i don't write here. many stories gone through of my life for the past 4 months. the stories tearing of my heart from day to day. everytime i fall i try to move on.

him.. i really miss him from day to day, cry every night. i'll try to move on by remembering all of his words. i remember the way he smile, the way he laugh, the way he care of me, the way he thought me about real world.. everything about him haunted me every night.

with him.. i can be myself.. i can talk what ever go through my heart and mind. he just follow my flow. when i cry, he with soft voice motivate me. he just so perfect to me and i really love him with all my heart and soul.

because of my parents, he made a way leaving me deadly. this is all because he does not have luxuries to show off to my family. thats why he cant see my parents. if he really love me too, whatever my family think about him, he will ignore it. he will find a way to grab my family's love. but.. he dont want take any chance.

why my life now turn upside down.. in the end, i really cant move on. :(